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|12/21/2014 6:14:17 PM -
Currently undergoing Chemotherapy to treat Systemic Ulcerative Colitis as a last measure.
I woke up. That was it. All I wanted to say.
Got dressed and out the door barely before 1 in the afternoon and went to the supplement store. I go there every Saturday to see my friend George and everyone else hanging out there. A few weeks ago I got all the way there and sat in the parking lot and couldn't physically get out of my car to go inside and see everyone. Saturday I was able to do that.
There were a lot of people inside that I knew and I fought just to be social and to talk. Everyone inside the store was preparing for a National CrossFit competition on Sunday so I was pretty excited see if they were ready and what all was going on in their mind. I'm not sure if I was fully communicating but most of the time I was forcing words out of my mouth and wiping away a few painful tears. AND THAT IS OK. It is OK to be a big strong guy and wipe away tears in public. Not a thing wrong with that and I'm coming to terms with it.
George had picked me up some new cooking spices that he thought that I'd like. Sugar free caramel dip and sugar free shrimp dip. I'm allergic to shrimp and I prefer that they were loaded with 1,000 calories per spoon full but he still has much to learn about getting HUGE! I got home and my wife cooked for me and I gladly added the caramel dip to everything. Freaking WOW!!!!
I them moved over to the couch and stayed there till bedtime. Rudolf visited Santa OFTEN though...
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